Wednesday, January 13, 2010
{ 5:24 AM }
i dont understand how i landed in this predicament. is it really my fault? or should i push the blame to others. but i've shown signs. could it be that my hints are too subtle? i guess i'll have to solve this problem myself..i should have declined it right away even though i feel much obliged to say yes. but there are consequences to bear if i say no right? it'll just make my day harder. sigh..but isnt it making my days hard now? i keep on thinking of a way to end this suffering-having to worry, so i've really decided that no matter what, i'm going to be a brave girl and fight for my rights! i must do it!!
now i shall not sit there and see if the prophecy comes true. no matter what, i'll make sure it doesnt come true. how can my life be summarised by just a word-"SCREWED"? no. that's not the life i want. but if it is fate, then does it matter if i fight against it? will i ever win?
我认命,可是我不认输。但是如果命中注定你是败者,那你可以不认输吗?